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Day 87 | Cameron Garrett

“Praise the Lord…
Praise the Lord” (NIV 149:1 & 9)
“Praise the Lord…
Let everything that has breath praise the Lord
Praise the Lord” (150: 1 & 6)

The end. Our summer spent in the psalms is over.

Over the course of the next day or two, I encourage you to spend some time with these, our last two psalms. Choose a quiet place. Put your phone somewhere else, out of reach and sight. Before you enter into the text, inhabit a moment or two. Close your eyes and breathe. Recognize that you live in sacred time and space. That each embodied moment is full of divine communion. Slow down. Breathe.

When you’re ready, open yourself up to our last two psalms; take time

and care with each line.

“Praise God in his sanctuary;
Praise him in his mighty heavens” (150:1)

Our psalm opens with praise “in his sanctuary.” Remember that time itself is God’s sanctuary. Breathe. Remember that we are not merely in the world. We are of the world as we are of God. Remember that Christ takes sanctuary in you, that each breath is full of his spirit. Breathe.

“Praise him with the sounding of the trumpet,
Praise him with the harp and the lyre,
Praise him with timbrel and dancing,
Praise him with the strings and pipe,
Praise him with the clash of cymbals,
Praise him with the resounding of cymbals.
Let everything that has breath praise the Lord
Praise the Lord” (150:3-6).

Consider that every moment of every day is an opportunity for worship, an opportunity to affirm it all, suffering and joy, life and death, the beginning and the end. Consider that each beat of your heart resounds like the clang of cymbals into the beloved creation of which you are intimately a part. Breathe. Friends, may we live in a posture of everlasting worship. May we all live lives of love and risk.

Praise the Lord.

Amen.

Day 86 | Gabriele Hickman

"I keep getting the praising God psalms. What am I supposed to do with those?" 

This is a real question I asked the other day. I'm a lovely Christian. Other questions that day included Are parking lot people going to be this terrible always? and Do you think angels sing our worship songs or theirs? 

I ask a lot of questions. To God, to people, to myself. We've been asking a lot of questions during our study this summer, many of them without answers.

I wanted to help close our study with something brilliant and beautiful, with words that tingle in the back of your throat and leave you working the concepts into a pop song on the radio.

But when asking God what He wanted, I'm not quite sure that's what He

had in mind-- my glory, my accolades, my worth found in words on a computer screen.

I think what He wanted was to teach me something. He didn't want to teach it to me through fancy words or skillful writing. He didn't want to teach it to me through layered and sophisticated heartbreak. He wanted to do it in a Delerious? song from the 90s. And not even the one where he sings flyyyyyyyyyyyy with an enticing English accent.

It's called The Happy Song. We used to sing it in my church but get this: only on very special occasions. It's not a complicated song. You basically clap and jump around and sing about how ridiculously happy you are. It's fun. It's obnoxious. It's everything church should be.

And for three minutes, I was happy.  I was happy about the prospect of God. I was even happy about Jesus. I was so happy.

What am I supposed to do with those? 

You're supposed to get over yourself.

And it's not as awful as it sounds. It may not have all the answers, but it's freeing. It's possible.

It's happy.

I don't want us to forget about the questions and the pain and the struggles we find in our lives and in the Psalms. Those are a very real part of our journey, and God cares about them relentlessly. But I think God also wants us to let go every now and then and sit in the utter joy that is His love.

Every now and then, he wants to give you the praising God psalms and 90s worship music.

Day 85 | Troi Buchanan

This is our last week of Psalms, friend! I’m so incredibly grateful for this journey that we’ve been on together. One section of our Psalm reading this week jumped out to me in particular and for me it’s deeply personal, so I’m gonna share how it lands home for me.  I hope this is applicable to an aspect of your life as well!

Psalm 144
3 O Eternal One, what is man, that You even care to know him? or the son of man, that You are mindful of him? 4 Humans are like a passing breath; their time on earth is like a shadow that passes over us during the day and soon is gone.

This passage reminds me of the book of Ecclesiastes (which, funny enough, many believe was written by David’s son, Solomon), which you may or may not know is my favorite book of the Bible. For some, this book

is extremely sad and disheartening, (the theme is essentially “life is short and fast, we’re all gonna die, so stop freaking out.”) but for me I find so much freedom in that.

Ecclesiastes 1
2 - Life is fleeting, like a passing mist. It is like trying to catch hold of a breath; All vanishes like a vapor; everything is a great vanity. 3 What good does it do anyone to work so hard again and again, sun up to sundown? All his labor to gain but a little? 4 One generation comes, another goes; but the earth continues to remain. 5 The sun rises and the sun sets, laboring to come up quickly to its place again and again.

My friend’s band wrote these lyrics that I feel are applicable, “But we all die the same, remembering the life that we had.” I say all this to remind you that God loves you and values you just because you exist. Not because of what you’ve done, or haven’t done, or will do.

One of the biggest struggles of my life is with chronic anxiety connected to getting things done. I put so much stock in whether not I’ve crossed off my to-do list for the day. And every time that I surrender myself to that anxiety, I lose all sense of self-worth, because there will always be more to do, more to accomplish, more areas that I need to grow in. And yet, God says that I am worthy.

For me, Psalms like these and the book of Ecclesiastes gives me permission and perspective to realize that the fate of all things does not rely on my ability to do the work that God has given me. In fact, God loved me enough to create me, fully knowing that I would fall short of perfection over and over and over again.

Let’s be the generation that engages in Kingdom work, not to earn God’s love, but because we already have it.

Day 84 | Austin Davis

 
“For the enemy has pursued my soul; he has crushed my life to the ground; he has made me sit in darkness like those long dead. Therefore my spirit faints within me; my heart within me is appalled.” (Psalm 143:3-4)
There are many times in life where we are dragged down by the enemy; dragged deep enough sometimes it's hard to remember that there is light above. The enemy comes in many forms: overwhelming stresses in life, the loss of someone loved, or failure of any kind. These experiences can overwhelm and darken life if the power is given to them.
“I remember the days of old; I meditate on all that you have done; I ponder the work of your hands. I stretch out my hands to you; my soul thirsts for you like parched land.” ( Psalm 143:5-6)
This verse follows shortly after David’s low moment. It can be either interpreted as a negative reminiscence or it can be seen as a positive nostalgia.

We experience both of these types of remembrance during our walk with God. The type of memories that reassure us that our God is on our side and with us, and the memories that make us frustrated that God isn't present in the same way now.

Just because God isn't showing himself in the same way he did in the past, doesn't mean that he isn't there. We should look back with the intent to move forward with the things of the past; not away from the past. Who we are and what our relationship is with God was formed in the past, and we need to own that so in dark times, we can embrace the power and love of God.

Day 83 | Zak Calloway

These two Psalms seem to document a time in Davids life where obstacles are all around him and the only option available to him is to call to God. Throughout this study we constantly find David and the writers displaying the widest range of emotion. From victory and praise to fear and insecurity, the Psalms seem to display a fairly complete picture of humans range in emotion.

Day 82 | Charly Adams

Psalm 139 talks about God’s infiniteness. The Amplified translation titles it God’s Omnipresence and Omniscience. I think verse 6 an accurate summary if you were to try and distill the Psalm to one verse (don’t actually try that though, read it).

6"Such knowledge is too wonderful for me;
It is too high , I cannot reach it." (AMP)

This is something I have some serious trouble fathoming, but the important thing I drew from this Psalm was that even if I can’t fathom it, God uses this to help me (verses 34 and 24).

23"Search me , O God, and know my heart; Test me and know my anxious thoughts; 24And see if there is any wicked or hurtful way in me, And lead me in the everlasting way." (AMP)

What would it be like if we prayed this prayer?

Three verse from Psalm 140 stuck out to me: 3, 10, and 12.

3"They sharpen their tongues like a serpent’s;
Poison of a viper is under their lips. Selah.” (AMP)

10“Let burning coals fall upon them;
Let them be thrown into the fire,
Into deep pits from which they cannot rise.” (AMP)

12“I know that the L ORD will maintain the cause of the afflicted,
And justice for the poor." (AMP)

Reason.  My life is a constant battle with generalized anxiety. It’s something I work on and I’ve prayed about it and I just haven’t found respite, so I frequently find myself telling God I’m pissed and him and just want to be done with this.

Verse 3 accurately represents how I feel about my anxiety driven self talk. So of course verse 10 is exactly what I want to happen to my anxiety. I’m sharing all of this with you guys because I hope it provides you with a more modern day context as to enemies that we can be battling. With this context, verse 12 gave me a ridiculous amount of comfort. It’s not a way that I’ve thought about my anxiety before, but God is always working on my side in this war, and at the end of it God has justice planned for me. Now I invite you to take these verses and apply them to whatever you think your enemy is, and then share them if you’re willing.

Day 81 | Cameron Garrett

As I write this, I'm hurtling to Atlanta on a cramped bus following a trip to Durham to tour Duke Divinity school.  The campus is a beautiful arrangement of Hogwarts-gothic stone buildings, gardens, trees, and lush lawns.  Durham is simultaneously quaint, sleek, and hip.  Right in the middle of the city, however, is an enormous and imposing grey building; a brand new prison smack dab in the middle of the city, bordered by artisan thrift shops and an elite private university.

Last night I had dinner with a friend of mine who's just graduated from Duke.  One of the coolest experiences of his education, he said, was the opportunity to meet and learn beside prison inmates.  At Duke, divinity students can take particular classes in prisons alongside inmates.  In fact, my friend was awarded a privilege not typically given to divinity students - the opportunity to study alongside death row inmates.

He told stories about some of the guys he'd met with an occasional smirk or laugh.  I smiled and laughed with him.  The people he met wore quirks

and gifts with their chains.  For a moment, I forgot that my friend was talking about people in death row.

"So, do you know what any of them did?"

"No.  We're not supposed to.  But they're on death row.  All of them had killed someone."

Verse 9 in Psalm 137 is one of the most brutal lines I've run into in the psalms:

"And you Babylonians - Ravagers! 

A reward to whoever gets back at you

For all you've done to us;

Yes, a reward to the one who 

Grabs your babies

And smashes their heads on the rocks!"

(137:8-9 MSG)

I submit this: In the same way that it is possible to come to terms with the humanity of death row, so too is it possible to come to terms with psalm 137.  Both confront us with the tension we feel in the lines that divide morality, compassion, and vengeance.  When I read Psalm 137 I feel sympathy, outrage, and disgust.  Likewise, when I hear of a life wasted on death row, I feel both sympathy and outrage.  In the psalms' conclusion, we find the raw hate exposed in the foundations of justice not only in the Old Testament, but also in the death sentence.

I'll conclude with another claim:

Being human and being human with God is often not pretty, and we learn a lot about ourselves from texts like Psalm 137 if we pay close

attention.

Day 80 | Gabriele Hickman

"Now that I think about it, when they were walking in the desert, I did get some 'Ashirra l'adonai' vibes." My friends and I had just finished watching War of the Planet of the Apes, and they were telling me that it was the story of Moses, which at first I didn't see at all. But it is, friends. It really is. And so are a lot of films, which led us to conclude that the story of Moses is basically the greatest story of all time.

Every day since watching the film, I've played the soundtrack to The Prince of Egypt in my car. There's more emotional residue in this soundtrack than the torturous humility that comes with listening to The Hunchback of Notre Dame.

It is a story that starts with "Deliver Us" and ends with "There Can Be Miracles," a story that starts with intense suffering and anxiety Yal-di ha-tov veh ha-rach Al ti-ra veh al tif-chad (my good and tender son, don't be frightened and don't be scared)  and ends with great praise and triumph Na-chi-tah v'-chas-d'-cha am zu ga-al-ta (In Your Love, You lead the

people You redeemed). 

These Psalms recall the story of Moses and all of the brilliance that it was. In exposing His imperishable love to His people, God became the author of the greatest story of all time.

God's love creates stories with narrative arcs that are remembered for centuries. His power and love and riches are so vast that it is impossible for it to be given without consequence.

In the seventh verse of 135, it says that God releases the wind from his storehouses. If I'm correct in this, the storehouse was the place where God wanted the tithe to go. So with that image in mind, I see God's storehouse as the place where he holds all of his riches. In Deuteronomy 28:12, it says that "the Lord will open for you His good storehouse, the heavens, to give rain to your land in its season and to bless all the work of your hand." God's storehouse is the heavens. We give God what little we have on earth and in return he gives us the heavens. I don't claim to know anything about God, but I do say with confidence that if heavens open for you, you're bound to have a story to share.

And share it we must! I like to think of my life as a story. It may start with Deliver Us. It may start with Al ti-ra veh al tif-chad. But when the winds are released from God's storehouse, I'll be walking around with Ashirra l'adonai vibes. Every single piece, from the fear to the freedom, is important in exposing God's imperishable love to His people. Praying for y'all. I'm so grateful that our stories intertwine.

 

Day 79 | Troi Buchanan

 

Both of our Psalms this week are really short, so I’ll try and give some thoughts on both!

Psalm 133 (VOICE)
A song of David for those journeying to worship.
1 How good and pleasant it is when brothers and sisters live together in peace! 2 It is like the finest oils poured on the head, sweet-smelling oils flowing down to cover the beard, Flowing down the beard of Aaron, flowing down the collar of his robe. 3 It is like the gentle rain of Mount Hermon that falls on the hills of Zion. Yes, from this place, the
Eternal spoke the command, from there He gave His blessing—life forever.

At first I was really off-put by this image of oil being poured on someone's head, but then I sat in that metaphor for a moment and it became strangely beautiful to me. It’s this idea that God anoints or blesses someone, or a group of people (the oil being poured), and then those people go on to bless others (the oil flowing down). And what is the catalyst for this blessing being poured out? Sisters and brothers, daughters and sons, living in peace. I wonder if there is an area in our lives, or our community, where peace does not reign.

Psalm 134 VOICE) Psalm 134
A song for those journeying to worship.
1 Praise the Eternal, all you who serve Him— who stand ready to serve in the house of the Eternal through the night. 2 Lift up your hands toward His sanctuary, and praise the Eternal. 3 May the Eternal grant you His blessing from Zion, God, the weaver of heaven and earth.

Ahhh, we could talk about this passage all day. I just want to point out that the Psalmist draws between praising the Eternal and serving in the house of the Eternal. In different church contexts and denominations, we tend to lean into one of these things, either praising or serving, either lifting up the name above every other name or getting our hands dirty doing the work of salvation. But theses things cannot be mutually exclusive. Worship and Serving are a
relationship, a back and forth, and to be wholistic followers of Christ we must engage in both.

I hope these Psalms find you well this week friends, peace and love to everyone reading!

Day 78 | Sydney Buchanan

 

 

This Psalm is titled, in The Voice translation, “a song for those journeying to worship.” In other translations it is titled “A song of ascents.” It is thought to have been a song, sung by worshippers pilgrimaging to encounter God.

This Psalm expresses the determination David lead in his life, to meet and encounter God. To David, closeness with God was priority. I am imagining as the worshippers journeyed, they sang of the legacy they were trying to live up to; A legacy of closeness, endurance and perseverance.

3He said, “I will not go inside my house or lie down in my bed; 4 I will not even rest my eyes— I will not take comfort in sleep— 5 Until I find a dwelling place for You, the Eternal, a holy

residence dedicated to the Mighty One of Jacob.”

David’s legacy lead the way for Jesus.

17 “From there I will make the strength of David’s kingdom grow and prepare a lamp for My anointed one.

The art piece I thought of while I was meditating on this psalm was The Allegory of Law and Grace by Lucas Cranach the elder.

The Allegory of Law and Grace by Lucas Cranach

Cranach was an artist for the Lutheran reformation in the 16th century. This painting was created in reaction to the corruption that Martin Luther believed was in the Catholic Church. On the left side of the painting we see Christ far above humanity, casting judgment and condemnation. This is supposed to represent the danger of the Law without the grace of the gospel, and the danger of believing you find salvation through anything but Jesus. Then in contrast to the left side, on the right we see Jesus. Jesus is near to humanity. We see Christ on the cross and resurrected in front of his tomb. Victorious. This woodcut reminds me that Jesus closed the distance between us and God, Jesus changed everything. We no longer have to journey up mountains to encounter God because God is in us and through us. And this is all because of Jesus. That is the allegory of grace.

So with this beautiful story of grace, there is a new challenge. It may not be the challenge of climbing a mountain, and it may not be the challenge of living according to the Law, but the challenge now is to lean into Grace and to live a life that invites grace to take control. We can still follow in David’s legacy of determination; determination to live in love, and grace, and renewal. We have to remind ourselves to always strive for the Lord’s grace to have a home in our hearts and in our lives. Because of the resurrection, we not only join the march of righteousness; we join the pull of Grace.

 

Day 77 | Austin Davis

“Blessed is everyone who fears the Lord, who walks in his ways! You shall eat the fruit of the labor of your hands; you shall be blessed, and it shall be well with you.” 
(Psalm 128:1-2)
I've had an issue with understanding the intent behind certain key words in the bible, let alone words in general.This verse has one of those words: Fear. The word “fear” brings up a lot of different painful memories and present day tensions. Fear is something I avoid and something I dislike experiencing. It makes me feel weak and powerless.

The Scream by Edvard Munch

I know this painting is super well known and sometimes overused, but there is something I’d like to state about it. One major aspect that stuck out to me is that the people in the painting are not realistic/surreal looking. Edvard Munch, the artist of “The Scream”, was capable of painting realistic looking scenery and humans, but he didn't for this painting.

I believe there is a connection between the theme of the portrait being fearful and the style of the painting being surreal. The fears in my life should be obviously unrealistic because I have an all powerful God on my side, but when we let fear consume us, it becomes unrealistically controlling.

So what does it mean when this verse tells us to fear the Lord? Are we supposed to fear the thing that we are trusting with our lives? Or is it a different type of fear?

When we look at Jesus and the life he lived, screaming for our lives in fear towards the Lord isn't the first thing that comes to mind. The verse above states that anyone who fears the lord will be blessed and all will be well with them.

“The Lord is righteous; he has cut the cords of the wicked. May
all who hate Zion be put to shame and turned backward!” (Psalm 129:4-5)

The type of fear I see these verses portraying is a type of authoritative respect that causes order, a type of fear that leaves us in awe at God’s mighty works.

Day 76 | Zak Calloway

 

In Psalm 126, we find the writer rejoicing in the amazing blessing that God has granted the nation of Israel. Israel was a land that other nations looked to due to their amazing success during the time of King David and King Solomon.

Lunch atop a Skyscraper by Charles C. Ebbets

This is due to the hard work and tenacity of not just the kings and

leadership, but the people faithfully serving and putting their hands to the ground and working. It's hard to see yourself when you're near the bottom of the food chain making an impact, but everybody plays a part. It may be hard work, but God honors your fervor and passion.

The steel workers in the picture above weren't the ones that commissioned the skyscrapers they worked on. But their efforts made an impact on the New York skyline to this day. How much more will God honor your determination and effort in loving other people for his sake?

Day 75 | Cameron Garrett

Language is in essence a dialogue. It’s dialectic. It requires a response. Language is not just words on paper or words dictated. It’s always conversation. In that way, everything in scripture is conversation.

Language in conversation is always changing. Language is therefore a creative act, a dance of give and take reflective of our ever-changing relationships with each other, life, and the divine. This is why good conversation – be that good prayer, worship, or fellowship – is so life-giving. We feel deep joy in the act of creating and responding together.

We also know the boredom and pain of stagnant and exclusive conversation. Though necessary, a certain honesty and life is robbed from conversation when it becomes too familiarized: “How are you? I am fine, thank you.” This stagnancy in conversation is intimately bound up with an inevitable exclusivity, an unwillingness to speak a new word or listen to a new voice.

Sometimes it takes an outsider to shake up the conversation a bit, to see and say what the insiders are no longer privy and/or willing to. Swiss-American photographer Robert Frank was one such outsider.

With his use of unusual focus, low lighting and cropping that deviated from accepted photographic techniques of the time, Frank published what would become the most influential book of photography in the 20th century: The Americans. With clear eyes from his position as an outsider, Frank found a tension in the gloss of American culture and wealth over race and class differences.

Psalm 124 reminds me of one of the photographs from his collection, “Bus:”

The main theme of psalm 124 is identified in its last verse:

“Our help is in the Name of the Lord, Who made heaven and Earth.” (124:8 ESV)

Our help is in the name – the Word – of the Lord who, as the psalmist points out in the second stanza, begins with Creation.

What is our help? For those in the photograph, it is in freedom, equality, and equity; it is in the opportunity to be seen with new eyes as human; it is in the opportunity to be heard and to speak a new word. In the creative act of this photograph, Frank captures an exclusive, harmful word by seeing and responding to what is there.

“We’ve flown free from their fangs,
free of their traps, free as a bird.
Their grip is broken; 
we’re free as a bird in flight.” (124:7 MSG)

I believe it is God’s creative Word that proves ultimately liberating. That is, Jesus. Jesus was not only the Word of God – he was the outsider that spoke a new Word of radical Love. We too can speak and respond to this Word. It only requires that we open ourselves up to conversation.

Day 74 | Gabriele Hickman

The real reason why I went to Italy this summer was because I wanted to get close to God. All I had left of me was a the smallest seed of hope, and I wanted to plant it in the Vatican City. I thought that perhaps if I were to go to a land of religious history and art, I could walk among the the other pilgrims and find the God I've been looking for. And though I will say to the very end that God breathes through every brick in Venice, and though Malarie and I did experience a bit of heavenly déjà vu (ask us for a coffee sometime for the full story), I still left Italy with my hope-seed in hand, wondering if I would ever find a place to plant it.

Every year millions of people travel to a holy land in an attempt to get closer to God. Jerusalem is one of those lands.

I was so happy when my fellow pilgrims said,
    “Let’s go to the house of the Eternal!”
 We have made the journey, and now we are standing
   

 within your gates, O Jerusalem.

A daily prayer of mine is asking God where he is. It goes a little bit like "God, where are you though really" because I know His answer will be something like "I'm right here" or "I'm everywhere" or "I live within you" in which I respond, "yes, yes, yes, but where are you though really." In full disclosure, sometimes I even sing him the song "Where Are You Christmas?" that little Cindy Lou Who sang in How The Grinch Stole Christmas but I just change Christmas to Jesus: where are you Jesus? Why can't I find you? Why have you gone away?

The Creation of Adam by Michelangelo

When I was in Italy, I walked through the Sistine Chapel, home of the Michelangelo painting "The Creation of Adam." In this painting, Adam and God have outstretched arms. Some say that God is giving to Adam the "spark of life." That image is super powerful to me, that although we are distanced, God has given us this spark of life, this spark of something that is beyond what we can wrap our heads around. And though we may feel this spark more in holy places, we carry this spark with us in our outstretched arms. So I think the answer to "God, where are you though really" isn't the Vatican City or even Jerusalem. Though I believe He is potent in those places, I think it's because in those places you find yourself stretching out your arms and lending God your very fingertips.

Day 73 | Troi Buchanan

I love traveling. It’s one of my favorite things to do. I grew up on a tour bus. I visited 25 of our 50 states before I was 12. That being said, Psalm 121 really resonated with me because it’s affectionally known as “The Traveler’s Psalm.” Imagine this Psalm being read in the 1st century to a group of people about to embark on a journey. Back when you would travel for months, not certain that you would ever actually reach your destination.

The first two verses are written as an opening question and then a confession by the speaker.

Psalm 121

1 I lift up my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? 2 My help comes from the Lord, maker heaven and earth.

A Jewish commentary I read about this Psalm pointed out that the word “maker” is not translated from the word “creator” but actually the word “sustainer.” I love that. Not just the creator, but the sustainer of heaven and earth. The speaker is declaring her confidence in her creator and sustainer. The speaker then goes on to bless and charge the group that is being sent off.

Psalm 121

3 He will not let your foot be moved; he who keeps you will not slumber. 4 Behold, he who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. 5 The Lord is your keeper; the Lord is your shade on your right hand. 6 The sun shall not strike you by day, nor the moon by night. 7 The Lord will keep you from all evil; he will keep your life. 8 The Lord will keep your going out and your coming in from this time forth and forevermore.

The image of God as our guide through life resonates with me to the core. We don’t know where we’re going, but we always get there. It may not be where we thought we were going, or even where we wanted to go, but God gets us there. And I do have a hope that God will guide us all back to God-self, back to home.

"Open Road" http://painting-in-france.com/south-africa-painting-en-plein-air-nearly/

This picture was my background for a few years. It captures the essence of

my wanderlust in a simple painting. That road is full of hope, heartbreak, pain, loss, joy, new experiences, boredom, and everything in between. But I know that at the end of it is my creator and sustainer waiting for me in all glory.

Day 72 | Andrew Simon

This psalm was challenging for me at first. Where the psalmist adores the law, I find myself uncomfortable at the thought of adoring any set of rules or commands. I adore God’s heart for us, I adore the Grace he has extended us, and the sacrifice he made for us on the cross. But I don’t think I’m comfortable with adoring the laws statutes and commandments that have been set down for us.

But, as Cameron reminded us a few days ago: Jesus is the word made flesh, the embodiment of God’s law, and will for humanity, the embodiment of all that God has to say to us. I have no problem adoring Jesus and his teachings, so why would I have any issue revering God’s law in the same way?

This understanding helped me frame some of the things that the psalmist is communicating in these stanzas. Time and again they ask to be rescued, delivered, saved. In the VOICE translation, verse 156 reads:

Your mercies are tender and great, O Eternal One; grant me life in keeping with Your ordinances.

In the final three stanzas of this poem, the psalmist longs for salvation and deliverance, and they are faithful that God will deliver, because they trust and adore his word.

176: I have wandered down the wrong path like a lost sheep; come find me, Your servant, because I do not forget Your commands.

Sometime after the psalmist uttered these words, Jesus came to find us all. He brought with him the salvation and mercy that the world had been waiting on.

I adore the word made flesh, and so I too, adore the laws, statutes, and commandments placed before me.

Day 71 | Austin Davis

Psalm 119:13-44

“Make me understand the way of your precepts, and I will meditate on your wondrous works. My soul melts away for sorrow; strengthen me according to your word! Put false ways far from me and graciously teach me your law! I have chosen the way of faithfulness; I set your rules before me.” (Psalm 119:27-30)

One of my younger brothers, Timothy, had a very difficult time grasping some aspects of math throughout elementary and middle school. I would remember him sitting at the computer trying to do his homework and getting so frustrated that he would throw his book across the room, almost it tears. He often thought of just giving up. He wanted to complete the task before him but didn't have the knowledge or understanding to do so.

This is how I often feel towards God. Wanting knowledge, but not having

it. I say “God, in all of your power and greatness you have given humanity the gift of life, and the gift of a personal relationship with you. Yet I lack the capability to ever understand the fullness of you and your greatness in this life. Why?”

Sometimes when we get caught up in our own understanding, we forget to humble ourselves, trust in God, and simply asks for his knowledge and understanding, which is so much greater than what we could ever attain on our own (Proverbs 3:5-6). David shows off this virtue beautifully by asking for God to help him understand God’s ways of thought. And by asking God for more knowledge of the himself, we are often lead to a deeper understanding ourselves, his creations.

(Peter could probably vouch for this) Just like some math equations never end, so does God’s infinite wisdom. And as we progress through life we learn more, but he still stands, infinite.

Day 70 | Zak Calloway

I don't know if I'm just projecting on to King David, but this is the tone I get from this section of Psalm 119. The section from last week (82-88) is a passioned plea for deliverance and God's presence. This week's passages seem to be David reminding himself all he knows about God (especially seen in 97-104). "I understand more than the elders do, because I obey your rules."

Day 69 | Charly Adams

Here we go on sections eight through eleven of this poem. I do want you guys to remember as you read these three sections that they are small stanzas in a greater poem about blessing. I want to invite you guys to read a section and then read my commentary before moving to the next section.

Heth verses 57-64

Last week, Gabi and I had a discussion in the comments about what you do when you feel like God hasn’t delivered on promises or you feel like you don’t have any. My response was something along the lines of try and live the path he’s set for you. You should go back and read it if you relate. I’m realizing that my answer was super vague, partially because all of our paths are different, but if you're needing help, this provides a great answer on how to start. Follow the commandments, pray, dedicate time to God, be open to learning more.

Teth verses 65-72

I’m going to keep going with the promise idea here for a little bit. I think this provides another answer of how to live into God’s promises, a phrase I also used in my discussion with Gabi. Here, it’s not so much about things you can do, but rather choices that you can make. It’s not enough to seek God in your spiritual life. It is also necessary to show his influence in your daily life, your secular life. Keep the precepts with all your heart (verse 69). Delight in the law (verse 70). Keep and honor the word (verse 67).

Yodh verse 73-88

This has continued to fit into the promise theme for me. It shows that in living the way of God, there is a hope that God will make good on his promises whatever those may have been to you. I’ve found myself in a position where I’m not actually sure what those promises are for me and I’ve been sitting here as I wrote last week’s and this week’s reflections wondering how I could find that out. Verse 76 hit me. "O may Your lovingkindness and graciousness comfort me, According to Your word (promise) to Your servant." The word (a.k.a. The Bible) is full of God’s promises, and some of those are general to all of his people. If we feel like we’re lacking in promises, give the Bible a read and you’ll probably find at least a few promises you can start living into.

I’d love to hear what y’all got from each section.

Day 68 | Cameron Garrett

As introduced by Gabi, this week we’re going to be spending a bit of time praying through Psalm 119, both the longest psalm and the longest chapter in the bible.

Psalm 119 is comprised of 22 carefully constructed sections, each corresponding to a different letter in the Hebrew alphabet and each verse beginning with the letter of its section; in other words, it is, as Gabi highlighted in her reflection, an acrostic poem.

Think back to the use of acrostic poems in your own life. They were almost always used as memorization tools for familiarizing students with a particular subject. For example:

A n acrostic poem

C reates a challenge

R andom words on a theme

O r whole sentences that rhyme

S elect your words carefully

T o form a word from top to bottom

I s the aim of this poetry style

C hoose a word then go

We have the basic idea: run through the acrostic poem a few times over the course of a few days and you’ll effectively digest the poem’s theme. I remember being taught a few throughout my schooling career, which was for me, and for most of us, divided into three sections – elementary, middle, and high school. Interestingly, Jewish education is also made up of three primary sections:

Bet Safar (ages five to ten)

Bet Talmud (ages ten to fourteen)

Bet Midrash (the brightest students from age fourteen study onward in pursuit of priesthood)

In age range, Bet Safar is akin to our elementary school. And that’s where the akin-ness of Bet Safar to our elementary school experience ends. Because while I collected reading-points for successfully studying all of Captain Underpants and The Magic Treehouse series, good elementary aged Jewish boys – patriarchy – memorized the Torah: Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy. Verbatim.

Word for Word. By age ten.

The printing press wasn’t invented until 1440 – the printing revolution didn’t begin until the 16th century. In the education system that Jesus inherited and grew up in, there might have been one physical copy of the

Torah per Jewish community. People did not have personal copies of the scriptures as we do, so God’s people memorized his Word and passed it along orally. Thus, the structure of Psalm 119 was designed in order to aid in the memorization of not only the Hebrew alphabet, but also God’s Word.

There are eight synonyms used for God’s Word, and most of them appear in every one of those 22 sections. The eight synonyms, each occurring over 20 times in this Psalm, have slightly different meanings but are often used almost interchangeably. They are (depending on your translation) law (torah), testimonies, precepts, statutes, commandments, ordinances, word, and promise (also word). Psalm 119 is a repetitive meditation on the beauty of God’s Word. It is written that God’s Word might not only be tasted, but eaten, taken in, digested. In the education of young Jews, Bet Safar is not a plan for memorization – it is a meal. This is your culture, your inheritance, your people, and your God – take it in.

In Ezekiel 3:1, after calling him to be a prophet, God commands Ezekiel to consume his Word: “And he said to me, ‘Son of Man, eat what is before you, eat this scroll; then go and speak to the people of Israel” (NIV).

Each of the three sections we are to read today in Psalm 119 are a microcosm of the psalm in its entirety – reflections upon living with God’s Word in our heart, etched into our being. To eat God’s Word. To walk with God’s Word.

“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God… The word became Flesh and made His dwelling among us.” (John 1:1 and 1:14).

The psalmist prays over and over that God might “teach the way of your decrees” (119:33).

Then there is Jesus. The Word made flesh. Take and eat.

Day 67 | Gabriele Hickman

Isabella cried out with grief. None but Jesus heard her.

That didn't keep her from praying.

"Let others say what they will of the efficacy of prayer. I believe in it, and I shall pray." 

That didn't keep her from speaking.

"I want to say a few words about this matter."

That didn't keep her from going.

"I will shake every place I go to."

Well, ain't she a woman.

She left her house of slavery and bondage, not keeping "nothin' of Egypt"

on her. She attributes the Holy Spirit to the power and confidence inside of her to not run away from her master, but to "walk away by daylight."

And so she went to the Lord and asked for a new name.

Sojourner, because she had places to go.

Sojourner Truth went to those places, speaking against the injustice of slavery and championing women's rights. She did this because Jesus heard her, and she heard him when he told her to go.

The start of Psalm 119 screams sojourner. In these texts, we stand, we chase, we learn, we find, we celebrate, we live, we take the path of faith.

I am a sojourner in the world;
    do not keep Your commands hidden from me.

My past Psalm reflections have been inward in nature, but I think there comes a time when our souls sync with our skin. I wonder what it would look life if we asked the Holy Spirit what was keeping us from being more active in our journey.

As a nod to Psalm 119 being an acrostic poem, I asked, and wrote a poem on the answer I received.

Sojourner

Still, only enough for me to tire of the dishwasher’s moan, turn the music up and sashay, dance, sing to and all that we can do with this emotion.

Only enough for me to buy a dress. For me to spray the lavender perfume. For me to make breakfast and keep the windows unshaded.

Jealousy has won over parts of me, but parts of me only.

Only the parts of me that fall asleep when I pray. The parts of me that speak of good things. The parts of me that connect and high five and celebrate someone else at the Cheesecake Factory.

Uninterested is jealousy in the sinister parts of me. The selfish, rambunctious, petty parts of me.

Really all that’s left then, are the scraps of a woman you’ve chosen. The crumbs of what’s leftover after spite’s meal.

Next and now are all the same to a woman whose plans are pressing; these plans have won over parts of me. They are parts of me only.  

Entertain the whole of me, as I the whole of you. Ever enough for me to let go. For me to commune at your table.

Redemption has won over all of me.

Day 66 | Jason Valdez

Echoed throughout these two Psalms is this account of God’s love, with faithfulness at the core.

Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good!
His faithful love endures forever. (Psalm 118:1)

What would be God’s love be if not at least faithful, or eternal?

Yet, we have these intense proclamations repeated, again and again, the fervor almost palpable, as if King David were personally praising all through the millennia.

It’s interesting how Psalm 117 is this concise statement that is essentially reintroduced into the next Psalm, sprinkled throughout. It feels as though David had to pen down that idea so many times to fully realize how vast the gap is between our perceptions and God’s reality.

Though our ideas of faithfulness and forever are all mapped differently, God transcends all that to grant us the vision of all the earth in

accordance that faithful love will endure forever.

Joy, yes. Victory, yes. Justice? Amen.

It is faithful love, however, that David pulls into this concept of eternity.

It is a beautiful thing to picture the witness and exultations of princes and paupers in rhythm, bearing songs of absolute joy to the One who turns out the stars and lifts them back up daily. And to know our songs will hold beyond today, tomorrow, the years to come, eternity is a boon beyond all others.

The very direct Psalm 117 and the bountiful Psalm 118 illustrate a beautiful duality of how praise is praise, whether you need one paragraph or a whole thesis to draw it out.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nEjLFpU2pJ4

“Shout” by the Isley Brothers is a song of absolute joy, the energy unlike any other song I’ve known. It is with that kind of energy I hope to one day to express in awe of what God is for us, past, present, future.

Whatever we need to express to get us shouting in response to God’s faithfulness, “This is the day the Lord has made. We will rejoice and be glad in it,” as Psalm 117:24.

God is good. God is goooood!

Day 65 | Austin Davis

Psalm 115-116

“The Lord has remembered us; he will bless us; he will bless the house of Israel; he will bless the house of Aaron; he will bless those who fear the Lord, both the small and the great.” (Psalm 115:12-13)

Yet again, King David dishes out another dope verse expanding on how great God is, and how much he cares for us. He tells of how the Lord will not forget us, his people. Great or small, rich or poor, abundant in blessings or abundant in despair, God will make it to us, and he will cary out his holy will.

God never forgets us, and is willing to leave a lot of things behind to get to us. A great biblical example of how God never forgets us is the story of the prodigal son in Luke (15:11-32) and the parable of the lost sheep in (Luke 15:1-7)

Day 64 | Zak Calloway

Lately I've been thinking a lot about legacy. It's kind of a pretty word right? Sort of rolls off the tongue and inspires grand thoughts about time and powerful figures in history --Martin Luther King Jr, Abraham Lincoln, Jesus, Oprah, Bono, the list goes on. With the plethora of larger than life figures in our lives exerting however large or small influence in what we pursue and how we live, the race for meaning can seem overwhelming. I find myself depressed sometimes knowing that in a generation or two my name will more than likely fade into obscurity as opposed to Ghandi or John Lennon.

 In those moments, I challenge myself to find what legacy means for ME. Who has left a lasting impact on my life and changed me to be the man I am today? Pastors? Parents? Friends? Bosses? Everybody in my life has molded me in some small way as the historical figures I've read about. Reading about what David did for the people of Israel in crying out for repentance and having a mind of worship is one thing, but experiencing my mom living a life of worship? Or a friend being honest and vulnerable in their struggles? Now that's where it gets real.

https://youtu.be/t6i6TBT4kfg

The video I have attached seems to answer me. Lets make a Monument for our love. Our relationships. My name more than likely won't be remembered by hundreds or thousands of people for some clever speech I gave or some song I wrote. And that's okay. My monument, my legacy, is a shorter one, but one that proves more valuable and lasting to the people closest to me. That's both a peace to be cherished and a challenge to live up to.

Psalm 112:4-6

Even in the darkness light shines on honest people. It shines on those who are kind and tender and godly. Good things will come to those who are willing to lend freely. Good things will come to those who are fair in everything they do. They will always be secure. Those who do what is right will be remembered forever.

Day 63 | Charly Adams

Covenants. Answered prayers. They’re both a form of promise from God.

As part of music video week, I am revealing a deep, dark secret. I have a love for NSYNC, and I’ve always loved this song. Few things make me cry but this one is pretty consistently successful.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6thmPrTxBtI

Disclaimer y’all--the video is more about the song than the video.

It’s definitely an odd thing to place here and it may get weirder when I tell you to listen to this like God is saying it to David, the Jews, or us. Honestly, I don’t find most of it as that much of a stretch: an eternal promise to love and protect.

These two Psalms both reflect promises that David has heard. Psalm 110 reflects promise of triumph in battle and the world. Verse 4 is even used later to reference Jesus. If God can keep and fulfill promises for that long

and maintain ones like his covenant with Noah, then it’s not crazy for us believe that God has made promises for us and will fulfill them.

In case we needed the reminder, Psalm 111:3 and 10 remind us that God really is forever and always working for good and justice (even in his promises to us).

What promises have you heard from God recently and do you feel like he's going to make good on them?

Day 62 | Cameron Garrett

Yesterday was the fourth of July. I spent the day among friends I love, laughing and communing over food and sugary drinks, some of us hanging out on hammocks suspended in space between syrupy trees, all of us it seemed at home. Austin and Ty conquered the roof; Zak presided over the grill and Hannah made the fourth, the fourth; Gabi was feeling herself; Joel forged bonds through games and Troi played Karina in an attempt to win one; Sydney elbowed her way to football victory and Derrick dropped by though he had a plane to catch; all of us it seemed at home. I know I was home. I know I am home.

I feel deep blessing in that knowledge. I’ve prayed for Home for a long time. To see it and know it is to be witness to God in a powerful way. It makes me want to sing and cry.

It makes me feel the way I imagine Chance the Rapper feels when he performs. Chance’s performances are a witness – a testimony – to an overwhelming glory; they reflect a Light and a Vision that inspire secular

music critics to claim that he brought his whole audience “to church.”

http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x5bjlf5

The first song Chance performs – “How Great” – is a celebration of God’s Grace in Homecoming. In the second verse, Chance speaks of being lost in a wilderness like the wilderness of the Israelites:

“I was lost in the jungle like Simba after the death of Mufasa
No hog, no meerkat, hakuna matata by day
But I spent my night time fighting tears back
I prayed and prayed and left messages
But never got no hear back, or so it seemed”

Chance ends that particular verse with “or so it seemed” because “a mustard seed was all needed to sow a dream.” That is, Chance’s faith brought him home. His prayers were received and he was thus witness to a Light that incites his soul to sing out in the chorus: “How great is our God!”

Look closely at “How Great” in its entirety and you’ll find a striking similarity to Psalm 108:

“I will praise you, Lord, among the nations;
I will sing of you among the peoples.
For great is your love, higher than the heavens;
Your faithfulness reaches to the skies.
Be exalted, O God, above all the heavens;
Let your glory be all over the world.” (108:3-5)

Homecoming is an overwhelming gift. I believe that it happens where two or three are gathered in the name of Jesus – which is Love. Love shared among brothers and sisters is Home. And one of the more beautiful things about life is that there is always another step to take in the direction of Love. Friends whom I love: walk with Faith towards Love.

As I was writing this reflection, I got a text from a friend. A few of us

ended the fourth of July at his house. Together, we lit sparklers on the porch under the moon. My friend thanked me for coming over. He ended his text with, “The house is starting to feel very homey.”

Day 61 | Troi Buchanan

Psalm 107

Context…because ya’ll know I love context :). Psalm 107 is the first chapter of “Book Five” of the Psalms. The prevailing theme of Book Five is the people of Israel returning to their home from a time of exile. Which for some of them was literal, actually returning back to Israel from a foreign land. But for all of them is metaphorical, returning back to Yahweh after a season of being lost, adrift, not at home. So for most of 107 The Psalmist is describing different ways that Yahweh has lead His people home. Rescued from the desert, the prison, the ocean, and so forth.

Psalm 107

4 Some drifted around in the desert and found no place where they could live. 5 Their bellies growled with hunger; their mouths were dry with thirst; their souls grew weak and

weary. 6 In their distress, they called out to the Eternal, and He saved them from their misery. 7 He showed them the best path; then He led them down the right road until they arrived at an inhabited town. 8 May they erupt with praise and give thanks to the Eternal in honor of His loyal love And all the wonders He has performed for humankind!

This week for our Psalm posts we’re connecting our Psalm thoughts with a music video. I chose the song “Home” by Johnnyswim.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APoRFLtD8z4

I love this song, and as I read through this week’s Psalm it came right to mind.

We're all bruised and beaten.
Lost on account of many reasons.
But only love would make you understand.
Just go home.
You need you some home.
Oh you need you some home.

How good is it that our God calls us home? And not only calls us, but moves earth and sea to make a way for us.

Psalm 107

1 Erupt with thanks to the Eternal, for He is good and His loyal love lasts forever. 2 Let all those redeemed by the Eternal— those rescued from times of deep trouble—join in giving thanks. 3 He has gathered them across the earth, from east and west, from north and south.

Day 60 | Sydney Buchanan

This psalm has pulled something out of me that I have not experienced many times before, and that is genuine thankfulness for my past and for my journey. Fun fact about me: I really really really hate nostalgia. I hate the feeling of happy-sad memories, and I hate re-living emotions from my past. So, like any person who hates something, I avoid it at all costs. I avoid listening to music attached to memories. I avoid smelling things that remind me of people or things I used to know. I avoid having conversations with old friends about the “good ole days.” Why do you hate it so much, you ask? Because I have a hard time remembering the good emotions that I have experienced in life, and I vividly remember every heart-break, depression, and failure that I have experienced. Because of this, I rarely think about my past with thankfulness in my heart. But this psalm is helping me relate to my past in a way that I never have before.

In this psalm, we read Israel’s history of failing to remain faithful to God and how God was continually compassionate and forgiving. I don’t know

about you, but I’m really relating to Israel in this. I have forgotten and ignored God time after time. And through it all, God is still God, and God is good. Sitting here, reflecting on the many times I have acted as if God had nothing to say to me, whether it be because of blatant disobedience or because of something traumatic I was experiencing in my life at the time, God has always been compassionate to me like he was to Israel. For that, I will praise him! So I guess what I am trying to say is, perhaps one of the means for trusting God more in our futures is remembering and noticing him in our pasts. God has been there through every failure and every heart-break. God has worked in miraculous ways in my heart, and sometimes I must see and feel the hurt of my past to fully experience his goodness now.

I hope to one day trust God more with my future, instead of repeating the cycle of forgetfulness. God is good. Although I hate to revisit the hard seasons of my life, I can see so evidently how God grew me into the person I am today through every season. And for that, I will praise him.‍

Day 59 | Austin Davis

Psalm 105 

The other day I was cleaning my room, like I usually do when I am stressed, and I had a realization that I have had about a million times before. I stopped cleaning my room, closed my eyes, and just stood there. I thought to myself a very simple, but forgotten, phrase: “God’s got it.” I have heard this so often in times of trouble when it seems like God is the last being who’s “got it.” Standing there thinking of this phase, I was comforted. Verse 12-15 reminds me of the type of God who has things under his control.

“When they were few in number, of little account, and sojourners in it, wandering from nation to nation, from one kingdom to another people, he allowed no one to oppress them; he rebuked kings on their account, saying,’Touch not my anointed ones, do my prophets no harm.’” (Psalm 105:12-15)
A God that is able to stop kings and kingdoms from oppressing those he loves sounds like a God I could find shelter in.

Sometimes it is important to rest in the simplicity of God’s will. As a Thinker, it is very difficult to just believe without facts, but it is possible to gather up the faithful facts to simply believe. There are multiple areas in life where I can temporarily forget truths that help me carry out the will of God in my life.

Whenever sight is lost on the truths of God, often times stress and confusion creep up into our lives. It is important to recenter ourselves every once and a while so that we can dwell in God’s peace - peace that is essential to carry out the perfect will of Jesus Christ.

Day 58: Charly Adams

This is going to be a little different than my last few. Psalm 104 is pretty long, but has a lot of affirmation of God’s power and consistency. Because of that, I am going to pull out some of the verses that really struck me (either as convicting or heartening).

Psalm 104:4

We talk about ministers being on fire or dropping the fire or even the message being lit when everything is just really on point. This is simply the confirmation that they are truly being fueled and guided by the Holy Spirit. It’s a proof that God is wanting to guide us and be with us through everything we do. For this to happen we have to be willing to live our life for God.

Psalm 104:13

Here the earth can be seen as literally the physical earth or the earth being all the beings and living things on the earth. Yes, I realize that second option is a bit of a stretch, but it can provide a call to action on a way to live our lives.

Psalm 104:17-19

This just hit me as a reminder that God made everything with its purpose and place.

Psalm 104:27

This is a wonderful reminder of the way we should see God. It is preceded by a list of animals and creatures that fully rely on God. This verse reminded me that God is clearly capable of providing whatever is needed and the other animals don't stress about these things so why should we.

If you're seeing something different than me in your translation and what I'm saying isn't making sense I'm (again) using Young’s Literal Translation.

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